heyo! it's lily!
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this is separate from the main carrd since this list is so beefy. i have a good number of selfships because i have a lot of love in my heart for characters that mean so much to me. i'd be lost without a lot of them q_qthe way they're ordered is by how frequently i think about them!(please don't come after me if i feel a certain way towards a character that you personally do not like)use the buttons below to navigate! <3

Main F/Os
Secondary F/Os
Platonic/Familial F/Os

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* some character links may contain spoilers on their pages, please be careful if you aren't caught up/finished with their respective media!

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background is from the lego ninjago movie!

Main F/Os (a '/' between 2 names means i selfship with them together!)
(images link to profile pages!)
(headcanons are below their names or icons!)
(start dates are ((usually)) under that!)

ACTIVE/DEVELOPING CRUSHES (the brainrot is strong)

G'raha Tia (FFXIV)
(he/him - pan)
2/27/21SIR YOU ARE JUST!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
kisses him . holy shit

Mythra (Xenoblade 2)
(she/they - sapphic)
3/22/21i ... ik iss.... m.,tmthya.,., mythra............. .... women.... pretty..... q_____q

OCCASIONAL ?
(every now and then i get Hit)

(the timeline/ages of the ninja are like Reaaaaaally ambiguous and nobody ever goes by andreasen's word LOL so!!! in my head by season 14/seabound the ninja are all in their early 20s!! ((cole is ~23)) )

Cole Brookstone (Ninjago)
(he/him - bi)
5/29/16SIR U HAVE MY WHOLE HEART....... honestly i used to crush mega super hard on him but hes just rly pretty and i would def still kiss him<3333

Turanga Leela (Futurama)
(she/they - EXTREMELY chaotic bi)
~4/2/21 *kin-specific!!GRRHRMHMhhrrhrmrmrhmhhrhrmrhrlwkrwhwl;rhhrhthm............................ kisses her kisses her kisses her kisses her k

(she/they - lesbian)
~5/2017

(she/her - sapphic)
~8/2020

Tidepool & Golden Queen (Skylanders)[deep breath] AHHHHHHHHH
holy shit. wow they sure are pretty o_o

Twilight Sparkle/Rainbow Dash (MLPFIM)
(*ponysona-specific!!!)[holds them very close to my heart] wow...... emotional support horses!!!!

(she/her - bi)
7/1/20

(she/they - sapphic)
platonic: ~2011-2015
romantic: 9/10/20

Urbosa (BOTW)
(she/her - lesbian)
11/6/20iam going to make a s/i to replace link JUST for her watch me do it. i will do it I WILL

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Secondary F/Os (a '/' between 2 names means i selfship with them together!)
(images link to profile pages!)
(headcanons are below their names and start dates are under that!)

Isabelle & Rhonda (Animal Crossing)i love them both so much!!!!!!! [sits down and starts sobbing]

(she/her - pan)
~11/2019

(she/her - lesbian)
~7/2020

Ysayle Dangoulain/Lady Iceheart (FFXIV)
(she/her - bi)
~10/2019ysayle is the manifestation of my love for winter and i want to kiss her so bad .

Mòrag Ladair/Brighid (Xenoblade 2)
12/11/20THIS IS THE CULMINATION OF YEARS OF SELFSHIPPING :)

(she/they - bi)

(she/her - lesbian)

Scorpia (SPOP)
(she/they - lesbian)
5/1/21[sits down] oh my god. ohy mg od oh my god oh my god oh my god i want. i w. i WANT. i want to kiss her i want her to kiss me i want her to HOLD ME oh mygod oh m

Tempest Shadow (MLPFIM)
(she/they - lesbian)
10/17/20AUUHGGH ILOVE YOU. thats it thats all ive got

Adamaï (Wakfu)
(he/they - pan)
1/29/21HE IS JUST MISUNDERSTOOD AND I WANT 2 GIVE HIM THE LOVE AND ATTENTION HE FUCKING DESERVES

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Platonic/Familial F/Os
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(headcanons are below their names & dates where i started seeing them that way are ((usually)) under that!)

this guy.

Donatello Hamato (TMNT 2012)
(he/they - ace bi!!! - x-treme/Ultimate bff vibes)
Comfort Character!! (qpp????)[points] You. You!!!!!!!!!!! this dude deserves the world!!!! i actually romantically selfshipped with him for around 4 years which was a Very Good vibe but i inevitably became older than 18 SO the vibe atm is "extremely close friends who moved in together and fight over what they're gonna order for dinner" :)

romantic: ~2/2016 - 3/2020
platonic: ~4/2020(got into the show when it came out and he's been my favorite character in anything since!)

(this show is like. Very Weird with its timeline but i THINK it's agreed upon in the fanbase that they're 18/19 by the end of the show????? to me they are! yes i did map this out)

fambily :]

romantic (I WAS 7): 2008 - 2010
platonic: ~2014

Jake Long (American Dragon)
(he/him - straight? hang on - Ultimate sibling vibes)if i had a best friend that took bits of the takeout i got for myself because they've known me for 10+ years that would be him. he's like the younger brother that i Should Have Had and we would constantly quote memes at each other and go on road trips vibing to music >:)

Zane Julien (Ninjago)
(he/they - pan - sibling vibes)This Is My Boy Son He Is Very Polite And I Pat He Head!!! if he told me i was doing a good job i would break down crying

romantic: ~2012-2013
platonic: ~1/2016

romantic: ~5/2016 - 8/2017
platonic: ~8/2018

Leonardo Hamato (TMNT 2012)
(he/they/space - Gay:tm: - sibling vibes)i am gonna take all the pressure he puts on his shoulders and YEET it into oblivion. i want 2 freak out about tv shows with him A LOT and meditate an equal amount too

Raphael Hamato (TMNT 2012)
(he/they - achillean - sibling vibes)
~8/2018i would fist fight him in the parking lot of a denny's bcos he dared me to, lose, and then beat him in mario kart like a real older sister <3

Main F/Os (a '/' between 2 names means i selfship with them together!) (images link to profile pages!) (headcanons are below their names or icons!) (start dates are ((usually)) under that!)